So as I sit here at night watching my dvr shows I think about things in the past few months that have made me go hmmmm...
1) Lets start out with the fact that I personally have had to go to the dentist over 9 different times for different reasons. Reasons for which were out of my hands and or control. I have always had a fear of the dentist and I now know that God has such a great sense of humor cause now I am going every week it seems like. But after my next two appointments I will have perfect ...well close to perfect teeth.
2) How some people take for granted the small things in life. Things like water, air, clothes, shoes, food. In reality those are not small but to others they are HUGE. There are so many people here in America and around the world that those small things would make a difference. So the next time you complain about not having the name brand of clothing that you want, or the store didn't have the certain type of ice cream remember: There is someone out there right now that only wishes they were in your shoes.
3) How some friendships come and go. I have had many people in my life that I have thought they were my "friends" but in reality I was just someone that was of a conviance for them. Where they could call me if they wanted to vent , barrow money, need a reference, want to chat about their "flavor of the month". However when it came down to it those people where NEVER there for me. I was just a mat that they could use. Well I have pretty much erased those people out of my life for which I am very happy. I have the most gorgeous friends , sweet, kinds, generous, caring God sent friends. For that I am thankful for!
4) My husband... I sometimes realize that I take him for granted and sometimes I go hmmm as to how lucky I am to have such a fantastic man. Now I know that some of you that are ready are like what... really lol well NO ONE is perfect. Only man that was perfect was and is Jesus. Neal lets me be me... if I wanna do something he never tells me I cant. He never says anything about my shopping habits lol. He usually supports me if I wanna try a new hobby. I can honestly say that over the past 2 years I have learn more about him then I did the prior 8 years. And thank God for that.
One of the last things that make me go hmmm is
5) children... I love children. I love their laughter, the way they smile and laugh at the most simple things. The other day Neal and I got the twins for the evening and we picked them up and it was like they won a million bucks. Neal and I have never given them a million bucks but what we have given them is unconditional love. When we get any of our nieces and nephews its like all we need to do is love them and that makes their world a better place. Children may say and do some of the most odd things. However children are truly a gift from God. Even though they are not perfect they still make you go hmmm...
I just wanted to blog about some things that make you go hmmm... i don't want this just to be only about our steps to our sweet baby but a blog about us and about whats going on in life and stuff in general...
peace and love
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