Ever feel in the mood where you just wanna write? And blog? Well I feel like today is the day. I know many of you that have followed our blog have been wanting an update. The truth is there is not much that has changed since my last blog. We are patiently waiting for December to get here to start the IVF process.
http://www.premierfertility.com/infertility_treatments/ivf.aspx
That is my doctors website and will explain the steps that we will be going through during this process. We start all this in the beginning of December and hopefully will get to do that actual procedure end of January beginning of February.
I am excited, nervous and ready all at the same time. Neal well he doesn't say much. I am not sure if its because he doesn't know what to say or just that he is waiting . He does have more patience than I do hence he married me lol.
Lately I have been praying a ton. Not that I didn't before cause we all know I did. But God and I have had lots of intimate one on ones lately. I find myself talking to him at the oddest times or maybe not so odd times but times that I should have been before. He is such a kind God. I never have felt so close to him. At times when I get down about things such as wanting a baby I just tell God and ask him to help me understand. Understand the selfishness of some people. The way that some can just have kids and not think twice about them shove them off onto other people and do their "own" thing. Understand why some women or people can be so selfish and ungrateful for what they have been blessed with and don't think of others that in ways would trade anything to be in their shoes. God helps me understand that For such a time as this that I am his daughter and that he is my provider and that He has HUGE plans for Neal and I.
I am still learning and in the end of all of this I will know just the reason why its taken the steps its taken to get there where we are. I ask God for direction with Neal and I. At times its hard I am not that great of a communicator and get frustrated both Neal and I do. Working together, living together helping with the business, me working, house, bills it can be a bit much at time and Neal and I get snappy but we both have to remember that those are worldly things that Gods much BIGGER than all of that stuff. Even when we disagree(which is often right babe?) we realize at the end of the day we have each other. A marriage that has been through some struggles BUT we have each other. A marriage built on Gods solid foundation. I am proud to be his wife and I thank God daily for our marriage and know that there will be great that comes out of us.
I always tell our family and friends that question things about how our life is I say " Why do you question us or the plans that God has for us? I don't question the road God has paved for us neither should you" I don't question I just wonder "Whats in store" I pray that often .
Well that's pretty much our update for now. I will continue to update everyone when I know more information!
Love & Peace
The Younts'
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