Reasons...

I am not sure I included this in the last blog but when Dr Deaton stopped the IVF shots I had follicles grow. Just not big enough. So when he stopped them we have to do something with them and that means a having a period. Since most know that I do not start one on my own I had to have 4 progesterone shots to start. That was two weeks ago. I had to have 2 shots on Thursday and 2 shots that Friday. Dr Deaton said that some women start that day of the shots and some it takes longer. Of course we all know that my body NEVER does what most women's bodies do . I still have not started. Dr Deaton wants to wait til Monday 2/7/2011 to decide what to do if I don't start. However this is where the pain comes in. Sunday night was rough I was having the worse cramps ever I explained them like bricks laying on my uterus. Very painful finally I had to take pain meds to even sleep. Then Monday night was worse and well last night Tuesday was over the top! I was up every 15 t0 20 min not knowing what to do. I woke up made my lunch then thought ok I feel better I laid down. Then I was up in the next 30 min and just didn't understand I had taken 2 Tylenol and nothing was working so I thought I would take a shower and that would make me feel better. Well nope I was wrong. I finally fell asleep at 500 this morning and then my alarm went off at 6 and all I was thinking is how can I function today sitting at a desk with maybe 3 hours of good sleep. So needless to say I stayed home. I needed today to rest. I feel asleep at 8 and woke up at 100 ish and felt wonderful! I am still in pain but just praying it is not near as bad as last night.

What happends if I dont start... well I know but am praying that we dont even have to worry ab out that!

So there you have it. I am not focusing on this pain or letting it stop me from the promises that God has given me. I do realize I need rest and need to relax. I am trying.

Thanks for all your prayers and support. Neal and I are so blessed beyond words! Thank you for always thinking about us and praying for us and with us!

Love you all!!